The War Finally Over.

So many things happen since my last post.
Things that would make somebody have different kind of feelings.

When the war is going to happen.
I just could not train my skills.
I was like "Better die than Suffer."
So, I did last minute skills in late night/early in the morning.

The war easier then I think.
But it still hard for me.
Something really made me and everybody piss about.
It's the cheating.
Everyone in the war made their best.
And she.
She wanted the best but she's not the best.
Fucker her.

Since my last post.
I also knew that many of peoples these day heading to the hospital.
I wished it could be me.
Here's what I wanted.
>Laying on the hospital's bed.
>Knowing that my sickness could not be cured.
>Having friends and family visiting me.
>Everyone cries for me.
>YeSung play a visit.
>YeSung be my boyfriend forever.
>Coma.
>Woke up knowing that I've lost my memories.
>Immediately YeSung transferred me to Korea.
>Have a happy life together with Super Juniors.
>Learn Hangul there.
>Get married.
>Lastly, Have a long lasting love.

This is what I really wanted.
Not suffering.

Holiday's coming.
So many I wanted to do.
In the same time, I can't do it.
Just normal. I think.
At house sleeping.

Always smile because you wanted not because you can.

_____ _____ _____ _____ _____ _____ _____ _____ _____ _____ _____

It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you

It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
“ It’s too late “ , but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah Ah

My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
I cry out to find to find your warmth
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you
For me, it’s you, it’s you
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
For me, it’s you, it’s you

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

It’s you