I Cried.

You won't know how hurt am I.
Cause you're not me.
I don't know how, how you say out those words and pretend.
Pretend that you never say those word out form your mouth before.

You say that you are sad.
I know.
But can you see that I'm sad too?
You're older than me.
And you suffer more than me, you know it more than me.
But why can't you just understand my feeling?
I'm just a kid.

I might jump out from the building one day.
You won't know.
Because you won't care.
You don't even take me as me.

I'm really hurt.
I want a more happy life.
Why can't you give me?

I know you cried too.
Pretend?
If can, i want to beg you.
Beg you so you won't misunderstand him again.
Please.

I don't want to cry again.
Looking other people happiness.
I know lots more people suffer more than us.
They don't even deserve it.
Not even me.

Knowing the past, knowing what you have done.
Make me cry.
Really.

Why you lie to me?
You have make us believe you.
Believing the fakes.
Why?

Are you happy to say out those words?
You say you love him, show it!

I really can't be tougher anymore.
Really.