Let Them Flow

It's been days that I have hardly post.

I was so mad that I eventually make this blog private just not to let other people knew my problem.

Am I making the right decision?

Anyway, I have change it to public.

Of course, for us,

The suffering days are exactly over.

But I have much regret in my heart now.

Not knowing what will come next in my future.

Where is my interest in things?

What is my future?

I admit I always wanted guy with bright future.

Unknowingly, I have hurt others feeling by saying that they have no future.

Thinking by how I hurt others,

It makes me felt that I don't really plan for mine.

I often pretend that my future is going to be good.

By dreaming it or thinking it in my mind.

Trying to figure out what my hubby going to be.

How my child going to be.

And how wealthy I'm going to be.

Weird yet useful.

Why I said useful.

It is because it actually makes me feel good.

Automatically throwing all the bad things.

Everyone should try to spend time on their on laying on the bed with eyes close and start thinking good things in life.

It really makes one feel slightly happy.

Anyway, it doesn't mean that you are crazy when you try that.

Money!

I need money!

I have to cut down my owes to others.

I must stop stealing some impossible money!

Gosh!

I dying to rob a bank now!

I really need many many money!

I want luxurious life with a perfect hubby!

Am I over demanding?

Actually, unlike other girls that wanted a normal life with loving hubby.

Compare to me, I am all luxury.

I admit I am over greedy.

REALLY!

Enough with my dreaming.

These days,

I have been learning many Korean hottest dance moves.

Such as the Kara's wavy butt dance.

B.E.G's saucy hip move!

Sure are fun by dancing to them.

Erm...

Jobs!

I need jobs!

Obviously it will automatically related to

"I need money!"

Ka-Ching!

There's reason why I dying to want money so badly.

Because I wanted to spent it on this holiday!

Unluckily no one came and help us with jobs.

Even friend's parents don't help!

It making me wanted to shout

"Change our citizen!"

By changing it to better person.

Give money to all people who are in need.

Included me!

Anyway,

MONEY makes my life fabulous!

MONEY rules my world.

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