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Mean Girls

Gosh. It's been a long time since I hardly even blog. Time's incredible. Really. It passes so quickly than I thought. Just watch some Family Outing* and Mean Girls by Lindsay Lohan. Actually I'm planning to study this whole "early" morning. But I can't control myself. It's like some system in my body just work by itself. *sigh* With my title on Mean Girls. When I watch the movie. I was so jealous how the girls can do. They are sooo damn pretty. But, The way they react! Yikes! No comments on those bitchy sluts. Maybe our school could try to have some pretty girls acting like bitch. Instead of those we called "Big Sister". High school in States are way meaner. It's hard to get through high school life there. And something keep me wonder. Our age in Malaysia and States might be the same. But, They are way more matured looking. Even looking by its physical or mentally. Seriously, The students which age like fifteen have slightly huge physical app...

Don't Call That Tolerate!

You! Don't think you are the boss of all! Don't think that is call tolerate! Don't think we are all smart people! Don't post that shit comment obviously just to show the whole world! Don't ever judge us! Don't simply say something that is improper! Don't act pity just to get people's sympathy! __________________________________________________ Why can't you understand?! It's the matter of lifetime! Our future depends on it! Don' t you know? I can't even bare any inch of your stupid complaints! I came this far because I have always tolerate! If not, I have already leave the shit family! Every time we gave idea and just shut it. How are we gonna live with it? Under your order, We suffered like hell! Not even one side of benefits we get! Do you want to see one by one leaving? Argh! I HATE EVERY INCH OF YOU!

Now or Never

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Almost everybody love secret. They always wanted the hottest juiciest secrets of all. And then, when the secret is already in hand. They will spread it as fast as possible. Even sometimes the will spread it with some little "Add-On" in it. It makes the taste more tastier. They will get the fun, But I'll get the betrayed heart. Bad news or good news? Or... Both of them. Sometimes when something gets really hard. I'll prefer good news first. Let me be happy for moments. Then I'll slowly listen to the bad news. Well, not every time thing will get hard. It always depend on the situation. Now, It's a bad situation. Can't be save. Even lifeguard will get drown. Dangerous. Regret or Satisfaction. It must be hard not to regret after. Cause even now I'm not afraid. I'm still pushing time. And don't even care. I obviously do not like the the regret road. But, can someone motivate me? There's a road to satisfaction too. And that hard work. Now the bit...

I Don't Care

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Please don't hurt me more anymore. I have struggled so much. Why must I become the one who is taking all the blame. Please leave me alone. Please! Why you all are not coming to comfort me? But come to make me mad. Why? Is the thing important? I don't think so. It is just the matter of privacy. I don't care so much about it. I will still live my life. Forever. We can't predict what will come next. We only can live and wait. Betrayal. Please stop betray me. I can't accept it. I thought you were my shoulder. I guess it was mistake. Even now, Typing this, has limit. I can't type much. I'm afraid of the come back. F U C K .

Listen

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Can anyone just listen to everything that comes towards our eardrum? The sound that hit our eardrum continuously. With a tempo. It's so miracle. Why can't human accept the voice that comes as a advice? It is just the matter of accepting and change. It is hard for other to produce repeated voice. Continuously. Can You Hear ? The sound of... Clock - Ticking. Shows time, Passes by and can't be return. It is so precious that it can bring memories. Once it is passed. It's over. Who invented time? If the person is dead, I wish I could dig him/her from the grave and revive him/her. To reinvent the time to be more than 24 hours. Everybody wants extra time. Our daily activities is so limited. And also movement too. Time ticking. Tic-Toc. [Continuously] The sound of... Small Kid - Crying. Show emotions. It is so soft. That it touches my heart. Who did it? And why did you made the kid cry? They are so innocent. Sometimes, Nobody understand them. Understand what they felt. Maybe le...

사람들이 이해가 안돼

나한테 무슨 일이? 지금 내가 미친 것 같아요. 난 정말 울고 싶었어요. 하지만 ... 전 작은 문제에 대한 울지 않을 수있습니다. 죄송합니다, Jenn. 나에게 거는 기대가 너무 무리하지 마세요. 내 친구는 어디입니까? 어디에 어깨는? Teck Lee! Kai Di! 나는 당신이 필요합니다! 난 이제 알아... 왜 그들을 미워. Serena 심지어는 내가 미친 줄 알았. 누가 날 변경? 자유의 땅 누가 날 데려다 줄 수 있어요? 지원! 어디있는 거니? 진심으로, 내가 실망. 심장에서 죽은. 사람들이 이해가 안돼. 특히, 친구. PS:It's hard to translate to Korean.So, don't blame me if it is short.

Happy Birthday! 15th July!

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Yer... Acting Cute... Hey Ho! Charles Kon! Born in 15th July 1988! It's your birthday! 21st Birthday! Big enough too think MORE further. Teehee... Old one year already. But still act like a small kid. Why I said so? Because every time when there is an cartoon show, You would become excited. Childish. Mmm... Actually you are is a good and caring brother. Although you did not show too much of it. But we still can feel it. Sorry, Cause every time me, jenn, mummy Always have fight of some nonsense thing. But seriously girls is different than guys. When the three of us fight, I knew you sure will be angry. Then you will ask actually what we wanted so much until there's a fight. When dad is not around because of jobs. He would feel the burden of a family leader. But, he actually did not do much. Something funny is, You are scared of horror movie! Hah! Caught your weakness! Even an advertisement about movie also will hide behind me. Don't think too much! You will have illusions! *...