S A L L Y; K O N N Y

It's Christmas now. 25th December. It's a meaningful event for my family. This whole year is full of chaotic. Good or bad. Happy or sad. Awesome or terrible. All package is always there to surprise me. I just want to say to my FAMILY I love every single one of you. You guys are always the one who've been protecting me. Always trusting me. FRIENDS The one who always play along with my jokes, acts and more. Every single one of you is my best friend. If you guy's in trouble, Let me be the protective one to be. Ah... Present. This time can't make it again. Financial problems. I really wanted to give my friends present. But really can't afford. Cause too many friends already. Hehe. But I got mine. And my parents got my present as their present too. And that is my... RESULT! Unexpected! Straight A's. Woopss... Until now I don't believe. I don't believe in my own capability. Really. Well. Lastly, May-we Kiss-first ? Figure it yourself! XOXO

People around me. So different that you can't remember all their interest. Sometimes you hated the person so much that you have always avoiding them. Some you loved so much that you thought they were the one who always be with you. You often can't differentiate person around you. Maybe some were already stabbing you at your back. I love my life more than I hated it. Long times ago,I used to hate my life that I would kill myself. But once I have grew. I am more to mature. My brain were working every second to make sure I live my life with the fullest. I'm not lucky. I do not have perfect family, friends, studies, love, and also personalities. But who cares? As long I lived it with my heart. I still have people around me. They are "watching" me. I just saw some articles in the newspaper. It's about 2012. Where the world. Vanished? Now, I ask myself. What do I do if I knew 2012 was true? Of course. I'll enjoy every second. Appreciate every person around me. H

Mmm... Here comes my Sunway Trip. Let me start by waking up. Set my alarm at 6.00am but woke up at 7.00am. Then went to on the computer to listen some songs then went to bath. After finish bath then wore my clothes. After that, I make sure my things is prepared then eat my breakfast and waited for Kwon-Ki to Ck's house. On the way, we stop at Hueii's house to fetch her. When we reached Ck's house. I found out that Hueii didn't not bring her IC. Then walk back to her house. Then walk back to Ck's house again. Oh My God. Thank God my phobia didn't strike. All thanks to Hueii. :) Then Ck serve some poisoned biscuit with some toxic cheese above. Taste quite good. Especially the cheese. Later on, We went to fetch Ke Jun , Gladys and Serena. On the way fetch Kah Kit the babo! The start our journey to Sunway. On the way, Some crazy people kept talking stupid things. We reached there way too early then sit at J.Co Donuts. After sitting for a while. We went to buy some d

Too bored and always bored. Life after PMR sure are pocket killer. And tomorrow probably gonna spend lots of money again. To Sunway Lagoon! Here are the list of my buddies who are going. Let me start with my self... 1. Sally + 2. Natalie + 3. Serena + 4. Wai Ling + 5. Gladys + 6. Ke Jun + 7. Li Wen + 8. Tommy + 9. Kwon-Ki + 10. Kah Kit + 11. Kah Jun = Fun? (Please be) Looking at the list, I felt very moody and guess what? I'm not happy. I'm over down because of my pig Samantha is not going! And Serena and I probably become the outsider. All I can count on is only the boys! To produce what they should produce! FUN! Damn I hate hanging out with the non-crazy. SAM! SAM! SAM! SAM! SAM! SAM! SAM! SAM! Where are you when I needed you? I packed my things way earlier. And in my bag there are... 1. T-Shirt 2. Pants 3. Undergarment 4. Towel 5. Toiletries 6. Comb + Mirror 7. Tissue + Wet tissue 8. Purse and tomorrow I'll sure add 9. Face Cleanser 10. Key Now I'm wondering whether

It's been days that I have hardly post. I was so mad that I eventually make this blog private just not to let other people knew my problem. Am I making the right decision? Anyway, I have change it to public. Of course, for us, The suffering days are exactly over. But I have much regret in my heart now. Not knowing what will come next in my future. Where is my interest in things? What is my future? I admit I always wanted guy with bright future. Unknowingly, I have hurt others feeling by saying that they have no future. Thinking by how I hurt others, It makes me felt that I don't really plan for mine. I often pretend that my future is going to be good. By dreaming it or thinking it in my mind. Trying to figure out what my hubby going to be. How my child going to be. And how wealthy I'm going to be. Weird yet useful. Why I said useful. It is because it actually makes me feel good. Automatically throwing all the bad things. Everyone should try to spend time on their on laying

Mother fucker! What did I do wrong? I just came back and was so stress and tired! Don't I deserve some rights to have peace mind and calm environment? You can say you're broke but why can't I? Shit you! It's my PMR no longer. You don't even care! You have always liked me getting teary and burst into tears! Do you want me to tear some blood? How many liters you want!? Some more I didn't say much! I have only said one sentences! "I don't have money!" But why are you always thinking I have a personal savings? Do I look like I have work? Or do I look like prostitute who sells body to earn money? Do you felt any guilty-ness in you? It's you the one who didn't bring some savings account when I'm at school benches ! If not, maybe now I could count on ATM machine for money! And not from you! I know I don't deserve this teenage life! But why you kept on giving me problems! I am fed up with family problems! I can't do anything! Only sitti

Gosh. It's been a long time since I hardly even blog. Time's incredible. Really. It passes so quickly than I thought. Just watch some Family Outing* and Mean Girls by Lindsay Lohan. Actually I'm planning to study this whole "early" morning. But I can't control myself. It's like some system in my body just work by itself. *sigh* With my title on Mean Girls. When I watch the movie. I was so jealous how the girls can do. They are sooo damn pretty. But, The way they react! Yikes! No comments on those bitchy sluts. Maybe our school could try to have some pretty girls acting like bitch. Instead of those we called "Big Sister". High school in States are way meaner. It's hard to get through high school life there. And something keep me wonder. Our age in Malaysia and States might be the same. But, They are way more matured looking. Even looking by its physical or mentally. Seriously, The students which age like fifteen have slightly huge physical app

You! Don't think you are the boss of all! Don't think that is call tolerate! Don't think we are all smart people! Don't post that shit comment obviously just to show the whole world! Don't ever judge us! Don't simply say something that is improper! Don't act pity just to get people's sympathy! __________________________________________________ Why can't you understand?! It's the matter of lifetime! Our future depends on it! Don' t you know? I can't even bare any inch of your stupid complaints! I came this far because I have always tolerate! If not, I have already leave the shit family! Every time we gave idea and just shut it. How are we gonna live with it? Under your order, We suffered like hell! Not even one side of benefits we get! Do you want to see one by one leaving? Argh! I HATE EVERY INCH OF YOU!

Almost everybody love secret. They always wanted the hottest juiciest secrets of all. And then, when the secret is already in hand. They will spread it as fast as possible. Even sometimes the will spread it with some little "Add-On" in it. It makes the taste more tastier. They will get the fun, But I'll get the betrayed heart. Bad news or good news? Or... Both of them. Sometimes when something gets really hard. I'll prefer good news first. Let me be happy for moments. Then I'll slowly listen to the bad news. Well, not every time thing will get hard. It always depend on the situation. Now, It's a bad situation. Can't be save. Even lifeguard will get drown. Dangerous. Regret or Satisfaction. It must be hard not to regret after. Cause even now I'm not afraid. I'm still pushing time. And don't even care. I obviously do not like the the regret road. But, can someone motivate me? There's a road to satisfaction too. And that hard work. Now the bit

Please don't hurt me more anymore. I have struggled so much. Why must I become the one who is taking all the blame. Please leave me alone. Please! Why you all are not coming to comfort me? But come to make me mad. Why? Is the thing important? I don't think so. It is just the matter of privacy. I don't care so much about it. I will still live my life. Forever. We can't predict what will come next. We only can live and wait. Betrayal. Please stop betray me. I can't accept it. I thought you were my shoulder. I guess it was mistake. Even now, Typing this, has limit. I can't type much. I'm afraid of the come back. F U C K .