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worship pugs like there's no tomorrow  It has been way too long since I last updated this blog. I have the time and space now cause my room just got a great upgrade! *you literally can do anything if you have the money BUT don't prioritize money too much* Anyway, there's a bunch of updates in my life. From really personal stuff to more fresh relationship issue or I might say it has got to do with my feelings. transformation Friday haha  Let's start with something really personal to me ever since I can remember; my weight or my body. I have gone down to 82kg this morning (from a whopping 100+kg few years back!). I feel ecstatic and I feel good. To be honest, I no longer feel depressed about weight lost because it's really a lifestyle change. We got to take control of ourselves and make the right decisions. Recently I've gotten so much compliment about my looks, it definitely serves as a confidence boost for me. I have always been struggling with self-es
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Out of the Blue

I'm back, back to this place where I made a lot of empty promises of coming back and getting active again. There's too much stuff that had happened to me for the past few years. For instance, my father whom I've written about a lot in my past entries had came back to us. My mom whom I love the most had gone crazy. And I hit twenty three few months back.  It was not easy but I managed to get through them. I should be impressed that I've walked this far despite having doubts about me continuing this precious this called life. It really was not easy, I'm bearing through it still. Maybe I learned to be more laid back and more carefree. Because I do not have the ability to change other people but I know I can change how I face the world.  Being twenty three is literally just me reminding myself that I'm twenty three the whole time. Twenty three, an age that is not consider as young nor old neither. An age where most people will make their transition from stu
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Under Maintenance

This is my blog for now. Still have lots of editing to do.
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Coming Back

Thought of returning to blogging because I have so many things clumped up inside me. Well, escaping from assignments is what I'm doing now since I'm here writing this unnecessary "announcement" of me returning back here, to where I used to express all my feelings (anger and sadness especially). I hope coming back here and doing this again will benefit me one way or another. It will all just be my honest thoughts and I'll try my hardest (i promise) to not go close to any sensitive issue. If any of my friend had a chance to read my entries I bet they gonna get the juiciest bit of my life. This may be just a temporary excitement I'm having but I'm just gonna write when I feel like it. I might not have any follower or loyal reader and I might be writing this post this out and still has zero reader. But it's not my ultimate concern, I write because I want to. I hope one day when I come back again after possibly abandoning this blog and
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Ta-da! I'm back again! For good!  I think I'm just gonna blog about today. Oh I meant, Tuesday. So basically nothing extreme happen at school. But something bombastic embarassing happened today at school. (Look at me, I'm blogging about schools and stuff. I feel like a kid) So.. today other than enduring three period of biology class. Three periods!  I really can't brain how those classmates and withstand every single second of her class. It's like hypnotizing me to sleep.  Of course nobody can put you into sleep like teachers do. Ok.. after being proud of enduring intense biology classes, things not quite end there yet. Cause after recess it's freaking three periods of Chemistry class. I really hate this new timetable. Even now, after the lower six have entered we can't delay our time to lab. Cause will freaking wait outside our class. I was like "Come on guys, don't pretend to be hard working. Sooner or later you'
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Whao! It's really been a long long time I haven't blog. I actually mentioned on Twitter that I will not return to blogspot for the time being. But rules are meant to be broken. After so many attempts on logging in this blogger app, finally I succeeded! It's actually a really simple step to be taken. Okay, let me first get into the reason why I return to blogspot. The sole reason for me typing this post for this blog is actually to revive my language skills. You have no idea how much a new school have changed me. This new environment really holding me back from everything. I seriously dislike the environment that I'm now still in. I just can't wait to get out from there. Of course, there's always the bright side. The bright side is actually I have met a lot of crazy friends and also being able to be close again with Kath. Well, basically other than friends I have no other reason to stay. It's so different from Perimbun. The people in Perimbu
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Young Homie

Ae yooo! Wassssuuuppp! It's been really a while now yes? I guess I have now left no readers in my blog. WHAAAAIIIII??!! It's ok.. Here is another nonsense random post. As time goes by, the more I feel insecure. Do you know the feeling when something goes really smooth but actually what's coming through would be something life threatening? Yeah, that's what I'm going through now. Maybe I'm used to having tough time, when things tend to get better. No, I don't feel good but I feel rather scared. Another thing I'm used to is being without him. It's been almost nine years now. Although in between he would come back. I really love him. How I wish our decision were made better in the past. It's really frustrating. I will really go crazy with this. Ughh. #Kbye 
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