It's been days that I have hardly post. I was so mad that I eventually make this blog private just not to let other people knew my problem. Am I making the right decision? Anyway, I have change it to public. Of course, for us, The suffering days are exactly over. But I have much regret in my heart now. Not knowing what will come next in my future. Where is my interest in things? What is my future? I admit I always wanted guy with bright future. Unknowingly, I have hurt others feeling by saying that they have no future. Thinking by how I hurt others, It makes me felt that I don't really plan for mine. I often pretend that my future is going to be good. By dreaming it or thinking it in my mind. Trying to figure out what my hubby going to be. How my child going to be. And how wealthy I'm going to be. Weird yet useful. Why I said useful. It is because it actually makes me feel good. Automatically throwing all the bad things. Everyone should try to spend time on their on laying ...
Today, I saw you. You walking out of the class. Felt kinda weird when I saw you. Oya! Your hair changed! As I know, Our school discipline teacher cut your hair! But, You still look nice. For Me. Errmmm... Actually there's nothing happen today. Just kinda miss him. Gosh! I'm over in love! Ah ha! Today, Samantha seems to be missing from anyone. Without a trace and without a clue! Everybody was like "Where's Samantha?!" And in the end, We finally realized that she was in the ICT room. Gosh! She was good at hiding! And some more. I participated at the mural painting. Actually quite boring. Because we just need to paint it blan k! Oh My Gosh! Talking about mural. I guess tomorrow I have to be the heroin. All the students are going to know my almighty name! Gosh.... I wish it would not happen. Please! ____ _ _____ _____ _____ _____ _____ ____ Miss You! Saw You! Watch You! Know You! Follow You! And finally, Left You!
Can anyone just listen to everything that comes towards our eardrum? The sound that hit our eardrum continuously. With a tempo. It's so miracle. Why can't human accept the voice that comes as a advice? It is just the matter of accepting and change. It is hard for other to produce repeated voice. Continuously. Can You Hear ? The sound of... Clock - Ticking. Shows time, Passes by and can't be return. It is so precious that it can bring memories. Once it is passed. It's over. Who invented time? If the person is dead, I wish I could dig him/her from the grave and revive him/her. To reinvent the time to be more than 24 hours. Everybody wants extra time. Our daily activities is so limited. And also movement too. Time ticking. Tic-Toc. [Continuously] The sound of... Small Kid - Crying. Show emotions. It is so soft. That it touches my heart. Who did it? And why did you made the kid cry? They are so innocent. Sometimes, Nobody understand them. Understand what they felt. Maybe le...
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